Everytime when I woke up,
I just want to say
Alhamdulillah
As I still given the chance by HIM
to breathe
.
.
.
till today
being able to see your smile
and together with you
(zutto isshoni itai)
Masa tu, nina ingat sape la.. dan bila turun, di sebalik tiang tuh, nina nampak...I just want to say
Alhamdulillah
As I still given the chance by HIM
to breathe
.
.
.
till today
being able to see your smile
and together with you
(zutto isshoni itai)
Dulu...
Masa mula-mula nina kene berpisah dengan mama untuk satu jangka masa yang agak lama dan berada jauh dari mama...
nina selalu terfikir....
boleh ke aku nih?
Tu lah kali pertama, bila kali pertama melangkah ke sekolah baru semasa di tingkatan 4, hidup berdikari sendiri, berjauhan dengan mama...
Memang masa nak pegi nina selalu kata..
haha,, sebenarnya nina
Maaf, nina susah nak bagitau perasaan sebenar
Maybe, it's because of EGO
tapi setiap kali nak berpisah mase mama nak balik lepas hantar nina, walau berjuta kali pun, nina tak mampu nak tahan, air mata, tetap akan jatuh..
saat tu, baru nina rasa peritnya berpisah daripada mama..
saat tu, kalau boleh nak jerit..
uso mo tsukenakunattara
ikite yukenakunaruyo to
That if we couldn't lie anymore
That we wouldn’t be able to survive
semua ni untuk nina jugak kan ma?
Tapi bila tiap-tiap kali sakit
,
rasa tertekan
,
nina sangat-sangat mengharapkan kehadiran mama
nak berada dalam pelukan mama,,,
Masa form 5, sekolah ada anjurkan majlis restu ilmu, ibu bapa dijemput untuk hadir.
Nina tahu, mama ngan papa mesti susah nak datang,..
Dan masa majlis tu berlangsung kat surau, almost semua kawan-kawan nina dengan parents mereka dan nina cepat-cepat nak keluar dari surau tu, takut sebak dan sedih sorang-sorang...
kat asrama, nina buat-buat kuat, gelak-gelak dengan kawan-kawan yang lebih kurang senasib dengan nina.. tapi hakikatnya,...
nina nak sangat mama ada dengan nina waktu tuh....
dan bila dah masuk kat asrama, nina balik kat dorm yang nina kene duduk sebab dorm nina dah di booking untuk parents yang nak datang dan overnight malam tu....
hahah.. masa tu rasa agak sedih sebab kene rempat kat dorm orang lain... tapi nina tak tunjuk..
dan tiba-tiba seha panggil...
Masa mula-mula nina kene berpisah dengan mama untuk satu jangka masa yang agak lama dan berada jauh dari mama...
nina selalu terfikir....
boleh ke aku nih?
Tu lah kali pertama, bila kali pertama melangkah ke sekolah baru semasa di tingkatan 4, hidup berdikari sendiri, berjauhan dengan mama...
Memang masa nak pegi nina selalu kata..
"Ala., duduk jauh tak pe, tak rindu pun...."
haha,, sebenarnya nina
TIPU!
(sore wa uso desu)
datte anata itta janai
namidagoe utsumuita mama
Well, you said it to yourself
Tearfully hanging your head
(sore wa uso desu)
datte anata itta janai
namidagoe utsumuita mama
Well, you said it to yourself
Tearfully hanging your head
Maaf, nina susah nak bagitau perasaan sebenar
Maybe, it's because of EGO
tapi setiap kali nak berpisah mase mama nak balik lepas hantar nina, walau berjuta kali pun, nina tak mampu nak tahan, air mata, tetap akan jatuh..
saat tu, baru nina rasa peritnya berpisah daripada mama..
saat tu, kalau boleh nak jerit..
MAMA!! JANGAN PERGI!!!
uso mo tsukenakunattara
ikite yukenakunaruyo to
That if we couldn't lie anymore
That we wouldn’t be able to survive
tapi nina tahu,
semua ni untuk nina jugak kan ma?
Tapi bila tiap-tiap kali sakit
,rasa tertekan
,nina sangat-sangat mengharapkan kehadiran mama
nak berada dalam pelukan mama,,,
rasa sangat selamat,
rasa sangat selasa,
rasa sangat tenang...
kanashimi tte
yorisoeba doko to naku
atatakakute
Sadness becomes warm somehow
when we cuddle up together
rasa sangat selasa,
rasa sangat tenang...
kanashimi tte
yorisoeba doko to naku
atatakakute
Sadness becomes warm somehow
when we cuddle up together
Masa form 5, sekolah ada anjurkan majlis restu ilmu, ibu bapa dijemput untuk hadir.
Nina tahu, mama ngan papa mesti susah nak datang,..
"Mama, nanti ada majlis restu ilmu... ibu bapa dijemput datang.. ummm.,, mama boleh datang tak? kalau tak boleh pun tak pe, lagipun tak penting sangat pun, cukup kalau mama dah restu nina dan doakan nina, itu pun dah okey"
mukae ni kitekureru no wo matteita
I waited for you to come for me
I waited for you to come for me
Dan masa majlis tu berlangsung kat surau, almost semua kawan-kawan nina dengan parents mereka dan nina cepat-cepat nak keluar dari surau tu, takut sebak dan sedih sorang-sorang...
kat asrama, nina buat-buat kuat, gelak-gelak dengan kawan-kawan yang lebih kurang senasib dengan nina.. tapi hakikatnya,...
nina nak sangat mama ada dengan nina waktu tuh....
aisarete itai to omou kara
donna itami datte
waratte miseta
It's because I want to be loved
That I kept smiling
No matter how much it hurt
donna itami datte
waratte miseta
It's because I want to be loved
That I kept smiling
No matter how much it hurt
dan bila dah masuk kat asrama, nina balik kat dorm yang nina kene duduk sebab dorm nina dah di booking untuk parents yang nak datang dan overnight malam tu....
hahah.. masa tu rasa agak sedih sebab kene rempat kat dorm orang lain... tapi nina tak tunjuk..
dan tiba-tiba seha panggil...
"Nina!! turun jab,, ada orang nak jumpa!!"
mama!!
entah tiba-tiba mana entah datangnya tenaga, nina lari sekuat hati meredah padang yang berlecak tu dan terus peluk erat badan mama! shiawase tte
mahou mitai ni
kagayaite kurenai kedo
Happiness won't shine
like magic
mahou mitai ni
kagayaite kurenai kedo
Happiness won't shine
like magic
Apa yang nina ingat waktu tu, nina peluk mama sekuat hati dan hanya cakap....
"TERIMA KASIH MAA!! TERIMA KASIHHHH!!"
hahah.. dengan "hujan yang mencurah-curah"
, tu je yang mampu nina cakap...mama pulak, diam je...
rupanya....
mama pun nangis....
Nakanaide
Nakanaide
sejujurnya nina terkejut sangat mama datang, seolah-olah tahu apa yang hati nina nak.
Waktu tu nina bersyukur sangat, Allah still bagi nina kesempatan untuk jumpa dengan mama
.
Mama,
Thanks for everything,
I know,
that just by saying thank you, it'll never enough
to pay for your sacrifices.
You work that hard to us,
And I saw that,
You hold such a great burden behind you
but never let us see it
I'm sorry for not being able to do anything to help you
But all I can do is by
loving you
listen to your advices
be good
all do all things that you like and not making you angry
I'm sorry mama,
sometimes I'm a bit hard headed,
I'm naughty,
always fooling around,
doesn't follow your advice,
I am sorry for pretending and looks like
I don't care
but actually
I don't want to show it
And I hate to see your sad and worried face
That's why, sometimes I act like I don't care
but actually behinds you I cried badly
and I don't want you to see it
I am sorry for troubling you,
I am sorry for all the chaos that I made,
Ever since I was born,
till today, the moment I breathe now,
I am sorry for anything bad that I do to you
I can't show it,
I don't know how to react,
or what should I do,
And I am sorry for being useless daughter
because unable to help you when in trouble
nikushimi tte
sasai na surechigai deshou?
nakanaide
But hate is just a trivial
misunderstanding, right?
Don't cry
And I want to say
THANK YOU
for being my best friend
always by my side
listens to my story
and always give me hope
when I had lost one
always giving me courage
when I almost drowning in the sea of stress
yasashisa tte
soba ni areba futo
amaete shimau mono
Kindness is something we find ourselves
taking advantage of
when we're together
Thank you for being my
MOTHER
my FRIEND
my TEACHER
my DOCTOR
my LAWYER
my ENGINEER
my COACH
and ALL THE THINGS THAT I NEEDED
because you're my everything..
Nitamono doushi nanda yo ne?
Wakaru you na ki mo shitteru
We're similar, aren't we?
I think, I kind of understand
And I am proud when you say to one of the customers recently,,
I know,
that just by saying thank you, it'll never enough
to pay for your sacrifices.
You work that hard to us,
And I saw that,
You hold such a great burden behind you
but never let us see it
I'm sorry for not being able to do anything to help you
But all I can do is by
loving you
listen to your advices
be good
all do all things that you like and not making you angry
I'm sorry mama,
sometimes I'm a bit hard headed,
I'm naughty,
always fooling around,
doesn't follow your advice,
I am sorry for pretending and looks like
I don't care
but actually
I don't want to show it
And I hate to see your sad and worried face
That's why, sometimes I act like I don't care
but actually behinds you I cried badly
and I don't want you to see it
I am sorry for troubling you,
I am sorry for all the chaos that I made,
Ever since I was born,
till today, the moment I breathe now,
I am sorry for anything bad that I do to you
I can't show it,
I don't know how to react,
or what should I do,
And I am sorry for being useless daughter
because unable to help you when in trouble
nikushimi tte
sasai na surechigai deshou?
nakanaide
But hate is just a trivial
misunderstanding, right?
Don't cry
And I want to say
THANK YOU
for being my best friend
always by my side
listens to my story
and always give me hope
when I had lost one
always giving me courage
when I almost drowning in the sea of stress
yasashisa tte
soba ni areba futo
amaete shimau mono
Kindness is something we find ourselves
taking advantage of
when we're together
Thank you for being my
MOTHER
my FRIEND
my TEACHER
my DOCTOR
my LAWYER
my ENGINEER
my COACH
and ALL THE THINGS THAT I NEEDED
because you're my everything..
Nitamono doushi nanda yo ne?
Wakaru you na ki mo shitteru
We're similar, aren't we?
I think, I kind of understand
And I am proud when you say to one of the customers recently,,
"She is my daughter,
She is my friend,
She is my everything"
She is my friend,
She is my everything"
And I want you to know that
I am proud to have you as my mother
I am proud to have you as my mother
nee
shiawase yo
tabun
atashi
anata ga
itan dakara
Hey Happiness
It's probably
because
I had you
Happy Mother's day!
Okasan, daisuki!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Okasan, daisuki!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Okasan! sono uta, daisuki! I want to sing it for you but I don't have a great voice, dakara, kikasete kudasai!
1 comments:
Thank you so much my dear daughter. Speechless! Thank you.... I love you so much! You are a great daughter but little naughty!
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